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Last night's dream....

17:03 Aug 29 2021
Times Read: 128







I stand before the ocean, big and wide
The waves pushing in and out, watching for the tide
At first it's just me alone, feeling the ocean breeze
Then I feel something else, a chill that makes me freeze

As I turn, I see him..in the distance walking towards me
Straining to see who this man is, then my heart says, "Can it be?"
His hair is dark as night, skin as pale as the moon
Trying to hide the joy in my heart, though I know I'm not immune

He stands right in front of me, his eyes wide and true
He takes his hand to my cheek and says, "My angel, I have come back to you"
The beating in my heart jumps, as his words fill my ears
I am so happy to be here with him, my face starts to fill with tears

But something is different...this can't be the same vampire I once knew
He was cruel and cold, this has to be someone new
Maybe someone I have yet to meet, preparing me for our encounter
This "new" vampire is kind and sweet, someone I find much founder

With the joy I felt in my heart, I decided to dance
As I danced on the sand, he joined me, now we were in a trance
Swinging and swaying, nothing but smiles on our faces
He twirls me out and then back in, face to face I hold my graces

(Ava): "I missed you my friend, where did you go?"
(Unknown): "If we stop dancing now, we will ruin the flow"
(Ava): "I can feel it...something is pulling you away from me"
(Unknown): "Shh close your eyes and count to 5"...1..2...3...4...5, all that was left was the sea.


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Once upon a time...

18:59 Aug 25 2021
Times Read: 160







I once had a vampyre all my own
Kind, gentle, and never made me feel alone
We would talk for hours, about stories of old
Though charming and witty, never had I seen someone so bold

This was a long time ago...when we were younger
Back when I was wild, and he had an insatiable hunger
Never before had I met such an incredible creature
And though not of his kin, he became my teacher

As the years past, our friendship grew and grew
Until one day I realized I was feeling something new
Though not a vampyre I felt a connection like no other
That's when I knew I could be his friend forever

An Angel and a vampyre, my mind run wild with the adventures we would have
But soon, my heart would be broken in halve...
Something happened to severe our bond
His personality changed, in which I was no longer fond

Cruel and mean he became, not knowing why
Sitting up at night, my heart aching as I cry
To let go of something that was once so strong
Having to realize we no longer belong...

I will miss my vampyre, my old friend
Wondering why it's come to this, knowing it's the end
But in my dreams...I see him, the kind vampyre I once knew
Maybe one day you will come back to me, and I will come back to you


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immorteb
immorteb
19:30 Aug 25 2021

This was a beautiful peace





xXAvaXx
xXAvaXx
20:30 Aug 25 2021

Thank you very much!





immorteb
immorteb
21:13 Aug 25 2021

You’re very welcome





 

Stand by you....

21:59 Aug 11 2021
Times Read: 182


These are actually lyrics to a song, though I have altered them slightly here.






Hands put your empty hands in mine
And scars show me all the scars you hide
And hey, if your wings are broken
Please take mine 'til yours can open too
'Cause I'm gonna stand by you

Oh, tears make kaleidoscopes in your eyes
And hurt, I know you're hurting but so am I
And love, if your wings are broken
Borrow mine so yours can open too

'Cause I'm gonna stand by you
Even if we're breaking down
We can find a way to break through
Even if we can't find heaven
I'll walk through hell with you
Love, you're not alone
'Cause I'm gonna stand by you

Yeah, you're all I never knew I needed
And the heart, sometimes it's unclear why it's beating
And love, if your wings are broken
We can brave through those emotions too
'Cause I'm gonna stand by you

And oh, truth I guess truth is what you believe in
And faith, I think faith is having a reason
And I know, know love, if your wings are broken
Borrow mine so yours can open too

'Cause I'm gonna stand by you
Even if we're breaking down
We can find a way to break through
Even if we can't find heaven
I'll walk through hell with you
Love, you're not alone
'Cause I'm gonna stand by you

I'll be your eyes 'til yours can shine
And I'll be your arms I'll be your steady satellite
And when you can't rise
Well, I'll crawl with you on hands and knees 'cause I

I'm gonna stand by you
Even if we're breaking down
We can find a way to break through
Even if we can't find heaven
I'll walk through hell with you
Love, you're not alone
'Cause I'm gonna stand by you.


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The Old City Leviathan

06:38 Aug 07 2021
Times Read: 212


Just a quick disclaimer, this is not my poem. It is a poem from the PC game, "The Old City Leviathan". I think it's a wonderfully dark poem and thought I would share.






My father showed me,
In the heavens Ziz flies,
His wings like the clouds,
He darkens the skies.

Still, Behemoth is roaming,
In his desert unknown,
The dunes reaching forward,
Where no seed is sown.

Under these beasts,
Neath the depths of Abyss,
Leviathan's creeping,
Sheol's prince of Dis.

Abba guided me onward,
By the strength of his hand,
I let slip 'tween my fingers,
My grasp of the sand.

He wondered, curious,
Do you know where you are?

Indeed, I did not,
All I could see was the blue,
I told him, plainly, does it matter,
I'm right here with you.


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EstrangedOne
EstrangedOne
05:07 Aug 08 2021

It sounds slightly familiar. Actually, it almost sounds like it was based from the original writing of the Dante's Inferno (at least, I believe that would be what I'm thinking of).



 

What hurts the most...

17:23 Aug 02 2021
Times Read: 248







Nothing hurts worse, than when you love
someone more than they love you
That what they feel in their heart isn't even
as close to be as pure and true

You think of them constantly,
and they are in everything you see
You look at the stars and are convinced
you guys are meant to be

The pain you feel in your chest the
moment they are gone
But do they feel the same about you
when you aren't by their side, something they dwell on?

Can they sleep without you,
unlike me when you aren't near?
Hearing the footsteps and the door
open is when I can finally cheer

But that's not how is it for you is it,
constantly thinking of me
Because in your heart I'm not the one
and it's so easy to see

You don't know it yet,
haven't faced the truth
I see the signs, the tone in your voice,
I've become quite the sleuth

It's written all over your face,
the way you truly feel about me
And in the end we both know.....
it's not meant to be


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EstrangedOne
EstrangedOne
12:36 Aug 03 2021

I'm not sure if this is somewhat of a response to my writings, or if it's more in your own life. But either way, quite well done, Ava.



xXAvaXx
xXAvaXx
14:05 Aug 03 2021

Oh hmm I will have to go back and read your entries, but it definitely wasn't a response to anything like that. It's something I'm dealing with personally. Aww thank you!








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